dreaded the thought of meeting someone .
i just wanna avoid and runaway .
i don't wish to face someone .
if only i could just runaway from someone ,
and declare everything over . but i simply can't do it .
i wish someone would stay away from me .
i don't wish to see someone, i don't wish to hear someone's voice .

this is sooooooo distracting ..
get me something to get my mind off it .
stupid reality . hate it .

everything isn't the same as before .
i hope you understand .
the way i feel about you isn't the same as how i did feel in the past .
even though you want me back ,
i can't go back to you .
everything has changed .
it's all changed and is different right now .
my feelings for you are long gone .
i'll never go back to you again .
those lost feelings ain't gonna come back .
i don't wish to see you or even hear your voice .
cause it ain't gonna change anything .
i'm sure of it .
cause there isn't gonna be a thing that can make me love you again .
songs that you sent to me, were full of meanings .
i know , but sorry , it still doesn't change me at all .
i don't wish to start again .