Today was the last day of school .
i'm gonna miss that classroom , miss being a sec1 .
REPORT BOOK is out !! :DD

Eng: B3
Chi: B3
Math: B3
Sci : A2 ( amazingly i got A for sci . my PSLE got C lehs )
Geog: B3
Hist: A2
Lit : A2 ( i'm shocked that i got an A for this )
DnT: B4
Home Econs : A1
V.arts : C5
CME: A
P.E : A
interdisciplinary project work : D ( i dont know wth is this sub . )
IT skills : A1
Class position : 6/40
Level position : 26/195

Remarks :
Ying Qing has maintained persistence for studies and passion for music .
As she moves on, she will need to continue to be persistent in her tasks to achieve better results

WHATEVER !! :DD
obviously lazy to post .
bwahahahahas !!

electricity was cut off this morning due to some checking .
this decision made me leave the hse at 9.00 am .
went to compass but none of the shops were open except for the foodcourt .
dropped my books and went to sihui's hse .
CIP sucked . total dissapointment .
when i saw all the prefects and prefects on probation having so much fun ,
i quite envied them though . i wasnt given the form cause choir was alrdy performing .
but i wanted so much to join them . then i might be able to have fun and help the childrens .
choir totally flopped . none of the childrens were even watching us .
might as well don't perform .
anyways , i really hope i don't get marked by the student council .
i missed 2 activities for POPs . cause of CCA . i don't mind though .
i just hope i won't get marked . I'm always the one left out anyways .

i really wish i could join them , help the little children .
when i saw the little children crying , i wanted so much to help them !
when i saw them smile , i wanted to be the one who help them smile .
why can't i be like the rest ? why can't i attend most of the activities ?
i wanted so much to become a prefect ! i'm going crazy !
but due to my CCA , i rarely had a chance to attend the activities !
shld i give up on my CCA or give up on being a prefect ?
I'm totally depressed . I can't be as outgoing like yeehui , i can't be good at handling things .
Feels so inferior . I really hate my life sometimes ..

ate Mac for lunch . i take away actually .
somehow i always forget to eat lunch .
everytime leave sch without remembering to eat lunch .
then will always end up eating noodles or cookies. hahahas.
kinda dissapointed with my eng results ..
was far from what i'm expecting to get . but overrall i think i pass all bahs .
i can't bear to fail anyways . would be sooooooo sad if i do . XOXO

how i wish this damn feeling can just leave me ..
i can't even describe wth i am feeling either .
i don't even know why i feel this way .
there's no reason either .
someone please, cure me

dreaded the thought of meeting someone .
i just wanna avoid and runaway .
i don't wish to face someone .
if only i could just runaway from someone ,
and declare everything over . but i simply can't do it .
i wish someone would stay away from me .
i don't wish to see someone, i don't wish to hear someone's voice .

this is sooooooo distracting ..
get me something to get my mind off it .
stupid reality . hate it .

everything isn't the same as before .
i hope you understand .
the way i feel about you isn't the same as how i did feel in the past .
even though you want me back ,
i can't go back to you .
everything has changed .
it's all changed and is different right now .
my feelings for you are long gone .
i'll never go back to you again .
those lost feelings ain't gonna come back .
i don't wish to see you or even hear your voice .
cause it ain't gonna change anything .
i'm sure of it .
cause there isn't gonna be a thing that can make me love you again .
songs that you sent to me, were full of meanings .
i know , but sorry , it still doesn't change me at all .
i don't wish to start again .

went out in the afternoon to go watch 881 with my mum .
quite funny but a bit boring too . lols .
went to chinatown for shopping and dinner .
sians . monday no sch and i bet there is nth for me to do ..
i wanna play badminton with my brother though .
but his sch is starting on monday which means he cant play with me .
):
hahahahas . BLEAAAAAAAACH !!
go bleach-ing !!

change of website !!
www.starsandsmilesandlove.blogspot.com
:DDDDDDD
i prefer this new address . hahas .
Chi got B3 which is the same as maths .
Bio got A1 and phy got A2 xD
the rest is still unknown .
hoooooooooooope i will not fail !! :DD
everyone please relink !! (: